Monday, 28 February 2011

You know you're in trouble with the ED when.........

  • Your mind is filled with nothing else but thoughts of food
  • You plan your day around the ED (for me, that's b/p)
  • It seems like the clouds are within touching distance. It's almost as though they are lowering themselves, in preparation for pressing down on you.
  • You begin to wonder whether life has any purpose, meaning, because your sole raison d'etre seems to be the ED.
  • You cannot work, read, eat, sleep, think straight, hold a conversation for a reasonable amount of time, function because your ED is so dominant. It's constantly calling you.
  • Your passions have fallen by the wayside because your only passion is feeding your ED and watching as that which you consume finally consumes you.
  • Death begins to seem quite alluring because you are no longer able to live a reasonable life.
  • You are throwing money at the ED (buying food) as though you were about to head to the gallows.
  • Those who are supposed to help tell you to come back when you are ready to 'do the work' (of putting on weight).

I'm in trouble.

1 comment:

  1. There is always hope, when you feel it the least. Thinking of you....♥